27.4.10

It's over

Hmm... when someone says 'i'll come and talk to you'... it should be something really serious... well... it'll either be something really good... or something really bad... right? So ya... someone said he'll be talking to crys in college after crys's test... after spending much time wondering what the person is going to tell crys... it didn't happen anyway... haha... it's probably something bad that the person is going to tell... at least that's what crys thinks it is...

All of crys's friends went home and crys was left alone in college again... crys sort of like being in college... even though crys could be stoning... crys prefer to stone in college rather than at home... but for today... or maybe today onwards... crys changed crys's mind... crys doesn't want to stone in college anymore... crys needs something to do... something to occupy crys's mind...

Crys went home at 2oc instead of the normal 4oc today... because crys called papa to come and fetch crys home during his lunch break... crys doesn't feel okay... crys feels like sobbing and crys doesn't want it to happen in college... so... crys need to get back to roomiex... Thanks peanutz for accompanying crys till papa is here... that's probably the first time that you actually make crys feels that you're treating me like a cousin... thanks cousin...

Today... Peanutz asked why is crys's bloggiex changing from a happy mood to an emotional mood... Sorry for the recent emo blogposts... and crys apologize for turning the original cheerful bloggiex into a sad bloggiex... The cheerful bloggiex will just eventually come back after some time...

Well... it's over... and the sad crys will be gone... it's kind of funny when crys think of it... feeling sad for something that doesn't worth it... and crys won't let that happen anymore... :)
It's just a false signal after all...
Time would probably heal me... and the pain would eventually fade away...
Lulux - 153
Life is never perfect... we'll just have to accept the way it is...